I have to write
This early letter to you
Because I know you need time
To make my wish come true

I have a special wish
And I hope you’ll do it for me
I don’t want a car or a new home,
I want Michael under my Christmas tree

I miss him so dearly
And this is all I could do
To take my pen
And write this letter to you

I know he is priceless
But this is what I’ll do
I’m gonna take good care of him
And love him so much too

Us fans just want him
A little time for ourselves
I hope it’s not too much
For you and your elves

I know I sound selfish
But it’s not only for me
I want to give him back to his kids
And for the world to see

His kids need him
They miss him,without a doubt
It’s their father
They can’t do without

So ,please Santa,
Search him for me
And if you find him
Place him gently under my tree

Could you do me this favor
That’s all that I ask for
Just a precious moment with Michael
And I won’t bother you no more

Lindy♥

Dear Michael

My love for you goes:
Higher than the highest mountain
Deeper than the deepest see
Further than the smallest star
That’s how much you mean to me

You being gone hurts more than:
A punch in my stomach
A dagger in my heart
You are so close
And yet we’re far apart

What I miss about you is:
More than a thousand songs
The magic and the dance
The sweetest smile in the World
I wish you could have one more chance

What i do with it is:
Try to move on
Hold my head up high
And that works very well
Untill I break down and cry

What i still want to ask you:
Do you know how much I adore you
Do you know how much you gave me
Do you know how much I miss you
Do you know you sometimes saved me

Could you do me one favor:
Can you give me a sign
Just anything will do
To let me know you are happy
Then I will get through

I still didn’t see you in my dreams
Although I ask for it every night
I need to know where you are
So I know if you are all right

This is still so hard to handle
A heavy load to bear
To see you on television
And to discover you’re just not there

I Miss you more Michael,why is this so hard

Lindy♥

It is just a year ago

Like Janet, I had a big brother
Of course he was big and handsome like no other
He protected me from all that was bad
He comforted me when I was sad

I was always his naughty little sister
I would look up to him and ask,what do you want mister?
As we grew older we did more mature things
He took me along on his motorcycle and we got wings

Then my brother got sick,it was called cancer
We wanted to know why he got it,no answer
He wanted to see his kids grow up he told me
But he didn’t make it ,it wasn’t supposed to be

I took care of him during a year
Until it happened,my worst fear
I lost my big brother,I’m no longer a little sis
I know exactly how Janet feels about this

We have something in common,Janet and I
We both lost our brothers,the big question is, why?
Janet has become my role model,a woman with power
I love you Janet and I admire you more every hour

Lindy♥

Is there a place out there,
That only you know?
Is there a place somewhere?
That you like to go?

Is it a happy place,
That leads you to tomorrow?
Does it chase away,
All of your pain and sorrow?

Can I come, too?
To reach for your hand.
I need you to tell me,
So I can maybe understand.

Because I’m going crazy,
I can’t cope anymore.
It’s so much different,
From how it was before.

I miss you so badly,
My emotions are pretty strong.
I could keep on hoping,
But it’s just been too long.

Now it’s clear to me
That you’re no longer there.
After seeing This is It
I’ve been living in despair

I still feel your music
And my love for you,
will never end, baby
That’s all I can do.

So I just keep on praying,
As I weep away the nights.
I just lie in the darkness,
Wondering if you’re all right.

Lindy ♥

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